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It's not been a particularly good week. I don't have energy. I'm not focused (well a little worse than that, more like spacy) I've been depressed and I have been hurting a lot. Still trying to deal w/ the disability problem. My friends and family are very supportive. One said that if I can't get disability, who can. I wish that the disability determination people would speak to people who know me. I can't work whether I get approved or not. I don't know what we'll do if I don't get the disability insurance and eventually SSI disability. We can adjust to that drop in income but I don't think we can manage without it totally if we're going to keep our home & car. I know God will take care of us and it'll be alright. I just wish it was settled (favorably) so I can relax. This ordeal is not helping.

I had an IGG treatment yesterday. I was feeling especially bad and the 3 hours or so I spent resting in the recliner for the IV did me some good. I hope the IGG does.